Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Ch ch ch changes....

It finally feels like fall :):):) I love the change from summer to fall, i think it might be my favorite. Hoodies, boots, warm coffee drinks, pumpkins, scarves, Bon fires and s'mores, football games, late night walks, the colors, ah I am so excited of change. Speaking of change I am 6 weeks pregnant with baby number 2 and a whirl of emotions are going through me. I am excited, nervous, happy, scared, and everything in between. Last pregnancy was not fun and I'm praying and believing this one to be different and enjoyable! Dave and I have so many fun things planned this month and I'm flying out to Seattle to see my sis at the end of this
month and I simply don't have the time to be sick 24/7. If you think about it pray for me ;)
Another change is my clothes are getting snug already?!?! Moms is this a second pregnancy thing to start showing sooner than the first?? Either that or I'm just fat...simple as that.

So as I have said before, I am leading worship again. As I've been spending time playing again in my basement, the Lord inspired a song in me for the first time in a long time! It's the small steps and changes that I am excited about getting back to who I am and who God has called me to be. I have this urgency and desperation for Jesus to simply come and meet me that this is what came out :)

Spirit reign inside this place
Come awaken the calloused heart
Let your presence fill this room
Even though You're here, God come

Jesus come
Jesus come
Jesus come
Jesus come

Let your light shine through my life
Let Your spirit come alive
And even though You're here, God come

Spend some time in His presence and worship Him not because the lights are dim, or because 100s of people have gathered to worship Him. worship Him when no one is looking. It would change our lives if we simply exhorted Him more when we are alone then when we are in public or when it is "expected" out of us.